Sunday, Jan 4th 2015
It started with me playing the piano, I noticed every key I hit no matter what note produced a certain song. I started to think, "This isn't how a real piano works". I realized I was dreaming and the actor who played my mom in the dream looked at me with the utmost fear in her eyes. I became just a ball of energy, like just my head was present. It stretched across the store and I screamed at her very oddly, It almost sounded like a falcon cry but more grizzly. We appeared in my partners apartment in his room, only it was set up with a long white table that stretched across. She was sitting on the chair. An orange lamp was lighting up the room. I felt my partners house start to push me out like it did in the last astral projection. I shifted my focus on the mom (actor mom), she was frightened and the first thing that popped out of my mouth was "I love you". She still looked scared and I said it again. At some point I ran into my partner, he was in his editing room wearing a black hooded sweater and black pants, hunched over his computer. He turned around after I tapped him on the shoulder and he looked very frightened as well.
Before this astral projection my partner woke me up and said he had a bad dream, he told me a kid said we're the spirits that are in the house, we are kids. He was wearing a black hoody and he couldn't see his face. He woke up again and stared into my eyes and looked frightened, he said he was trying to find out if he was awake or still dreaming. I was very scared and I held his shoulders and asked if he was ok. I went back to sleep and thats when I had the above projection.
The next dream I was serving at a gala like event. I was under some stress because I wasn't sure what I was suppose to do. I walked into the room and there was 3 rows of escalators, I went up them and the stairs went flat and were propelling me up so fast I thought I was going to fall on my face. Then I reached a dark place and I saw a little bit of bright blue sky. I reached into it and pulled myself through. I was in an airplane and I was scared to hop out into the city because we were going so fast but I did anyway. I was going down Powell st in Vancouver, there was shops all the way down, almost west Vancouver style shops. I was beginning to lose my focus so I started to look around at the shops and focus my attention on the surroundings before I woke up. It was growing increasingly hard, when I reached around clark st, the last store had a blue logo, called Veto. It was the last store I saw before I decided I wanted to see my partner, and try contact him again. I entered a black tunnel and got a little sketched out because I remembered reading to stay away from those in astral projections. I think now that I should just go through with it and not be scared. I woke myself up easily upon entering that tunnel.
The next morning at the break of dawn, I told my partner about the above astral projection. He said that the kid put a black hoody on him. I never knew this. He just didn't mention that part earlier that night. He also said that when he looked at me strangely and didn't know if he was still sleeping that it could have been when I was tapping him on the shoulder in the Astral Projection. Nothing is for sure, but the facts are strange nonetheless. My partner has told me before that he saw my face in shadows both in him room and in a plane. Which I am now realizing was what I hopped out of in my 2nd projecting.
I was projecting all night but cannot recall most of them just those 2 vividly. I remember I wanted to stop. Sometimes I feel like it is to much. I sometimes like to think of sleep like it's a turning off point where I can rest. But really we never turn off. For me that thought is exhausting, and Astral Projecting was exhausting me out, and I wanted it to stop.
