Upon the seventh toke of the magical spice... the ringing in my ears had subsided. Quiet.
I did not see the four walls that surrounded me.
I did not hear the three people who sat beside me.
Reality burst into an energy of the most vibrant orange, red and gold tones. Buddha sat before me and Ganesha on either side him.
Ganesha lifted my ego from my body, and Buddha watched contently.
The Ganesha stomped on my ego until it wasn't any longer.
I cannot describe the feeling.
Panicked. Free. Happy. Anxious. Scared. All-knowing. Enlightened.
I would fade in and out of the physical world, and the energy. I attribute my anxious, uncomfortable feeling to that.
After destroying my ego, Ganesha placed it back into my body.
I felt so vulnerable and shook up when it was over. Something took every ounce of my being and freed me, and then shoved it right back in me.
Oh, but it all past by so quickly...