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Knife-Nose (lucid nightmare)

Morning of November 29, 1970. Sunday. (Last researched and edited for clarity and completion on Friday, 4 September 2015.)

In my dream, I had been wandering about in my backyard in Cubitis, seemingly around nine o’clock on a clear morning, becoming more and more lucid, growing in a very vivid fully-in-body awareness - and so naturally I am starting to think about enjoying whatever I wish to (which was usually physical interaction with females even at this young age). I am eventually seated on the ground inside an area within the unfinished part of the rabbit shed, near some concrete block columns my father had put up recently (and perhaps about four feet apart). As I am seated there and facing south (looking in the opposite direction as the main part of the shed) and feeling quite happy in my anticipatory musings, I turn slightly to my right to look westerly towards the carport and notice an unknown stray dog walking about and sniffing the ground. I believe it is possibly a Black Labrador Retriever. The dog huffs with a “silent bark” upon noticing me.

I become extraordinarily angry. “You dogs are always ruining my dreams,” I bravely shout out with the tone of my frustration quite dominant (though still with my young boy’s voice), expressing my irritation at the presence of a seeming potential threat and as such, my attention drawn from my previously hopeful lucid intent of feminine contact.

After a menacing deep growl, the dog seems to teleport from where he is near the east end of the carport (though on the lawn), to suddenly appear right near me, and then “stabs” me in the small of my back with his nose, sending me into a vivid state of near-unbearably-enhanced touch; the “deep tickle” and lower back “spasm” I have had in other dreams since around age two, which causes me to jolt awake. I was quite annoyed at having such a vivid and well-rendered dream be “destroyed” in this way.

This “deep tickle” and spasm (resulting in “cold pain” mixed with sudden but fleeting ecstasy) has always been an unexplainable premonitory state, which is back with me again in 2014 after a very long absence for much of my life, though now sometimes near random areas of my ribs and shoulders, front and back (though still mostly near my spine and the small of my back), and with an additional premonitory state when an approaching touch (and with my eyes closed in nearing sleep) is not even close enough to otherwise physically sense it. Oddly, it usually only happens once on a particular night, rarely twice.

I believed prior to this lucid dream (from several similar ones relating to lucid dog attacks) that most dogs (usually black or rust-colored) were seemingly solely there to annoy and even attack me and “block” my intent of interaction with a female. This is possibly based on having seen “The Hound of the Baskervilles” (1959 version) a few times at an early age as I never had an actual fear of dogs in real life (or any childhood trauma associated with dogs). This was a fairly common occurrence in certain lucid dreams only (and only of the higher levels of extreme lucidity which held no distortions at all in in-body awareness and environmental ambiance), from 1970 to 1973 (though some residual elements up to 1975).

One might ask “which came first”, the spasm or the threshold of the dream event. Although it is premonitory (apparently similar to an epilepsy aura, though I do not have epilepsy) it also seems to have a liminal level of potential control at times, as I have “softened” it at times as one would alter or willfully stop a sneeze and sometimes (though rarely) stopped it by mental force of will. I must also point out that this is a very brief event and it seems highly unlikely that the dreamer (or self-as-dream-maker) would “know” it was coming to set everything up so purposely and perfectly well ahead of time. Therefore, it is unexplainable, similar to dreams that seem to build up to an unexpected atypical environmental sound (another type of unexplainable dream event).

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