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A Curious Survivor Looks Around

Morning of December 11, 2013. Wednesday.

Garbage (or as they say more in Australia, “rubbish”) is found in many areas on the streets in the first awareness of the semi-lucid dream state, mostly loosely (not in boxes or bins). Apparently, the garbage is never taken away by any council service and builds up somewhat. Human bones are sometimes mixed in with the various smaller piles. It is possibly the set of a movie I saw recently (but did not quite “get”) called “Memoirs of a Survivor”, a UK movie from 1981. Some passing thoughts move through my awareness. The letter “W” at one point seems to represent the number 44 rather than 23 or 4 (because of it looking like the letter “V” repeated). I am aware that if you turn the “M” of “ME” upside-down, you get “WE” (letters and numbers in dreams often appear upside-down or mirrored and “mistaken” for the one they look like in that orientation). So the letter W seems to represent a collective, or perhaps cooperation, even two sets of twin-flames (soul mates). I see the title “Memoirs of a Survivor” and I then see each “M” turn over and it distorts into “Warriors of a Survivor”, the second “W” distorting into the “rri” sequence (often when I read in dreams, even lucid dreams, letters continuously “shape-shift”). I then vaguely recall a dream from the late 1980s that was about the 3M company – and how I caught the play on “ME” (in this case, “3M” looking like “ME” when mirrored) only after I awoke.

I also perceive vaguely that people have stopped using the letter “M” because it is considered “unlucky” (in being the thirteenth letter) and as a result, perhaps no mail is being delivered in this futuristic scenario, either – but in most cases, an M had been changed to a W. Knowing how limited the majority of people are in their overall perception and reasoning abilities, this does not seem odd to me at all in the dream and also seems like a facet of the real-life movie for a short time (but is not in reality) – as it seems more like a documentary. I pick up a book with the title “Dream Fictionary” (a play on the implied “dictionary” – which in real life makes me cringe when anyone quotes from them and was one of the reasons I rarely shared my dreams when young). There is another “M” to “W” transition turning “dream moods” (a website for “dumbing down the masses” which I do not like or respect at all) into “dream woods”, which is a region of large, dense forests where no one who goes in ever comes out, even though it seems to be run by a commercial business of some kind. Apparently, people who look at their dreams from a consensus perspective (or who believe modern society or the media knows anything at all about dreaming) go in and never come out.

I am very vaguely aware, by studying various graffiti of the environment, of an equation that seems to represent something about the English alphabet, and a very large number. This number actually turns out (upon doing the work after waking) to be exactly:

403,291,461,126,605,635,584,000,000

I am actually surprised that the last six digits are all zeroes and was not sure if it was a calculator limitation or not, but later Googling the number with commas brought up the correct information on it.

This number represents how many different ways that the twenty-six letters of the alphabet can be used if each letter is only used once in each arrangement (representing 26!)

There also seems to be a PDF available when Googling the number under the title “Some mathematics of the Enigma”, but I have not looked at it yet as of this writing.

Then something quite intriguing is noticed that I never noticed before, although it requires an extensive stretch of the imagination. I see a sign that says “Ace gik moqs uwy”. I vaguely understand this to be saying “Ace geek mocks you” – as a young man wearing glasses is sitting at a desk at a computer - past the open doorway of an abandoned building and looking at me in a somewhat patronizing manner, as if he thinks he is in charge. However, I wake with somewhat of a start hearing my own voice blurt out “Huh?!” Within a short time, I am aware that, starting from the letter “A”, every other letter after does indeed spell out “A C E G I K M O Q S U W Y”. It is quite hilarious, and something that I am surprised I did not notice as a boy when doing so much work with letter patterns, encryption algorithms, and alphanumeric fractal transitions and such (long before the concept of fractals was even known by the public, at least in a more popular or media-acknowledged sense).

Oddly enough, I Googled this just for amusement only, and actually got over a thousand implied matches (of “acegikmoqsuwy”), so I am chalking this up as precognitive in the sense of not thinking anyone else would have bothered with such a pattern (being very surprised to see it even on memes such as what the dream implied).

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