Some friends of mine have been invited to be part of a special band for a while and are playing a few gigs around town. They sound great singing some Blues with some of my favourite professional artists.
They invite me to join them at a certain club tonight (Swans?) to hear them during some kind of festival. I am disappointed to have to reply "no" because i am busy.
I'd really like to hear them some more but i know theirs is a limited engagement and i might miss the opportunity.
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My family and i are waiting at one bus stop then cross the road to the other stop. We are not sure which one is going in the right direction.
In the process we miss a bus. It is frustrating.
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I'm riding around on a small motor bike in Victoria having fun getting around quicker than usual.
I am doing a few chores and getting stuff.
I get roadblocked by a large stopped vehicle and wait for a while. But i become impatient and decide to take an alternate route.
I end up riding all over the place just for the fun of it on my new motorbike. I end up on a one-way road going the wrong direction and instead of stopping i just quickly zigzag, darting in and out of traffic and pedestrians. I feel like it is safe enough, though i know its not, and everyone else clearly thinks it's a bad idea. Of course i am also breaking the law.
A cute younger woman i know asks me of i'd like to come to her house in Oak Bay. I surely would like to accept her attractive offer but reply, "no, sorry, i can't because i've moved to Fernwood now." She is clearly disappointed and so am i. Did i make the right decision?
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At the risk of being boring and a one-trick pony with my dreams this also seems to be about my conflict between my current relationship and the exciting possibilities a new one offers.
Am i going the wrong way as i embark on an affair? Or is it time to change directions in my life?
Surely my life is filled with exciting drama and conflict at this time!