leaving loft killer to sleep on the couch i went to my room and was laying in my bed, im my dream, and kept getting weird sensations. Finally i said to the spirit "I know you are there, you can communicate to me if you would like" suddenly I was over come with that Tingling feeling and wave of overwhelming energy surge that i associate with spiritual experiences, or learning something new that your brain and body don't know how to process. She was there, the ghost of my house, but she wasn't very good at communicating. I could feel her presence, but couldn't tell what she wanted. I kept waking up, rolling over then going back to sleep and being in that inbetween state where you know that you are dreaming and its easier to talk to ghosts. She never took a steady form, but more just pulsated in and out of the room. Then other things started to appear and come into my bed. First it was a black cat, which might have been her, the cat was snuggly and just wanted attention, which i was fine with cause laying in bed with a cuddly creature is always fun. Then there was two cats or the cat changed into black,grey and white striped kitty. The next cuddly thing to enter my bed was my ex-girlfriend lindsey, which was also welcome, but i knew she wasn't real. I would have my arms around her, come into waking, realize i was holding a pillow, close my eyes and go back to holding her, or petting the cat. The whole time the spirit was there, just being ominous and flitting around.
(this is the second time i have talked to/ been aware of her presence, still not sure what she wants, maybe just to hangout some? I only see her when im half way into the dream world.)
2nd Dream, Lost Burn.
It was burningman, and I came by myself this year, didnt have a camp or anything, just put up my tent and went exploring. It must have been the first day cause everything was still being set up. The first thing I noticed was a huge, close to life size colosseum made out of ply wood. Wow I thought, that is the biggest thing that has ever been at the burn, it was massive! As i was wandering around i realized that i had set up my tent without taking any land marks, i was by myself, and didnt know at all where my stuff was. This is going to be impossible I thought to myself, there is no way i'm going to be able to find where my tent is. there were other unusual things about this burn, such as the presence of trees. Commenting on this strange phenomenon to a passer by, they said that it was because we were closer to the mountains this year instead of in the middle of the playa, which kinda made sense.
Everything is kinda blurry, but i remember seeing a bunch of frinz, andrea and conny, and a bunch of others then leaving cause i was so obsesssed with getting to my lost tent, which i found eventually, then left again once i collected my backpack full of goodies. There was a booth giving out pad thai, and I was stoked to have a plate being as hungry as I was. Then back to the colosseum. The thing was so massive it was hard to believe......some other stuff hen i woke up.