Sleeping really just means land of fractured dreams half way between awake. True rest has been ever so elusive the last couple days.

Was walking with my friend mike who i met in egypt down a forrest path. He said he wanted to take some pictures of herbs, and i happened to have a whole back pack full, so i took them out and handed them to him. "Wait, i dont want to be in the picture" i said. He started walking into the woods, getting farther and farther away. "hey, wait, where are you going?" When he came back, he didnt have the herbs. "wheres my shit" I asked. At this point he had turned int jamie instead of mike. hE wouldnt tell me, so i started to get frustrated. "Give me back my shit!!!!", still no reply.i got the the point that i punched him a couple of times, but he didnt care.

Chasing him around i had a gun in my hand and started licking shots at him, but he was fast and crafty, so couldnt get him. Then Jamie climbed onto a massive bulldozer and started to make an escape. I jumped on and tried to get to the top, but was shook off. He didnt escape though, cause im crafty too and followed him. The rest of the dream was in his house/wherehouse. There were hired thugs there to keep me at bay and in my room. I kept searching for my stuff, and every time i found Jamie I would beat him pretty bad an tryn get my things back. No matter how hard i beat him or how bloody he got, still he wouldnt give in. What the fuck i kept thinking, how is he just taking all this punishment. It was pretty brutal, I bashed his head in with a chair till he was bleeding, and still he just walked away like I was wasting my time.

I tried everything i could to get his attention and to take me seriously, but nothing worked. I spilled a bunch of orange liquid on his bed, but it was his moms bed. Then i got his, didnt matter. He said he didnt have it, over and over, I finally said fine, then I want $4000 right now!!!!!!! He kind of agreed but i could tell he was just tryn to get me off his back.

i was stuck in a loop of me beating him and him ignoring me, it was the most frustrating ting ever!!! At the end i went up stairs and there was a huge martial arts convention going on that I could see from the balcony. The students/contestants went around showing their skill in a circular wave, each one lighting up as they did, creating a wave of white against the blue, which went around the massive room. There must have been about a thousand of them..

I went back down stairs and continued to struggle with the loop till I woke up feeling drained, frustrated, low energy and tired....which is where im at now.......uuuughhhhhhh