So in my dreams a lot of times I am transported to a certain place in the wilderness~ I call it 'wilderness' b/c there is no knowledge of any house being nearby, nor is there the idea or intention of finding any place, structure or home... I'm not even sure they exist in this time/space b/c I have never seen any shelters there. The feeling is always the same. I am traveling with others through the wilderness and I feel like I have to keep a lookout for wild animals, as there is vast open space (though sometimes hilly) that is dense with trees. Sometimes it seems like trekking across ancient Africa or something~ deep in the wilderness.. Anyway, usually I am not with familiar people (that I "know" in this reality), but this time I was wearing my youngest son in a baby carrier and was walking with Nesta, my 2 yr old son. Their dad was there too (not sure he's ever been there before) and he was up ahead of us a little bit through the trees, cutting wood or something with a loud machine. (I've never seen a machine in this place before--but I've never been with my kids or their dad there either..)~ I just remember he kept turning on this loud machine and doing something... and then I had a feeling something was watching us and we started walking forwards a couple steps, and just as we passed by a bush that opened up to a little clearing, a HUGE black jaguar walked out of the clearing, right up to us~ hissing and starting to surround us to attack. The sensations felt sooo real... I tried to yell to my boys' dad to help us~ but he had just turned on the machine and couldn't hear me. I could see him and could tell he hadn't heard me at all. So the jaguar is coming at us and I don't know what to do and finally the machine goes off and I yell one more time to help us and he looks and sees the jaguar, but it is in between us so there is nothing he can do. He yells to me to shout at it and try to scare it away so I grabbed a large branch that was in front of me and held it over my head while yelling, 'go away!' and the jaguar actually got scared and retreated...*
*I probably got woken up here as I sleep with my 9 month old and he wakes me up a few times in the night!
**kind of interesting to me b/c I am going through a break-up with my b/f right now and this seems sort of prophetic.. not sure what it means though.