with my mother, a man, a magi who is facilitating our gathering, and a cute pudgy chinese girl with a pink bow in her hair. we are sort of in this quasi-cave/ancient feeling place where we used to do rituals, underground perhaps. the magician chica did some invocation and three 50 ft tall androgynous deity monoliths rise up from the ground in this holographic spiraling mystical manner. one was black, one white, one grey. she said some ish about time space and something else...err.... and cued the chinese girl to start singing her "dream-song". a man present also begins singing some song for the deities. but, the girl gets nervous and forgets her song. she stops. one of the deities then disintegrates, disappears & the ritual is over... or so it seeeeems.....
so my mom sits down in one of the sacred thrones below the white deity. just then a woman materializes on the throne next to my mom's, to our surprise. her body at first seems like it is made of marble (queen of the damned style?). the magician lady throws down her body in some prostration to this woman immediately. she sits there with both her arms on the rests, shoulders broad and head slightly down, looking directly at me regally, smiling, mysterious. a mystical feeling comes over me thinking now about that smile. again, as usual, my vision becomes a complete scroll in some old language. i cannot remember her name, it was at the bottom of the scroll in large calligraphic lettering. it was something like Chezndel? but the moment i saw the name, i knew who she was, a very very VERY powerful and revered sorceress who used to kick it on Earth way back in the day/simultaneous concurrent now. the scrolls she showed me were rituals, directions for me? suddenly, her body starts to turn black, starting at the tip of her nose and consuming all of her (imagine soot being sprayed onto the body slowly engulfing it) when she was completely covered, her body quickly then morphed into a full flesh version and she gasped for air. she seemed surprised as if she hadn't known this would happen, and she didn't seem totally thrilled about it either. we knew it had something to do with the monoliths. but, quickly she seemed to accept her now physical focus. then, my mom does the whole black soot decaying flesh alchemy thing. & when she shimmies off the "soot", her hair is wiry silver (like mine), her pigment now grey. she exclaims "im so coooold"; she is covered with ice. literally two seconds later she says "im so hottttt" and she is dripping drenched in sweat. then she says something like why am i sitting in blood; and under her in the chair is a perfect circle of thick red blood.
some time passes and i am in a house looking out my window to the front the lawn as the sorceress walks majestically toward me. i am petting a cat as i watch her, smiling that smile at me. another blackout and im standing in my room with this guy. im showing him these totems on my altar and describing some ritualistic invocational kind of thang that 'Chezndel' had taught me. not sure what, a lot more happened... but for sure it was TIGHT SHIT ALL NIGHT ;-)