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Red Serpent, My Guardian

So I separated myself into two beings, kind of like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, one of pure shadow and one of pure light. I had a little brother whose death seemed inevitable no matter what my character, myself, chose, because the shadow self threatened to kill him. It also said that if I let it run the show and take power over the light, it wouldn't kill him. I was to either destroy my shadow self and shield others from its unkindness, or I was to allow my shadow to destroy my light. It couldn't totally be trusted, I thought, but if I did not let the shadow self take over completely, then for sure my little brother would die. So I decided to forge forward with madness and chose to allow my shadow self to reign. I lost it, I went absolutely mad.

A twist... As I taunted myself back and forth from both perspectives looking at myself in the reflection of a dark window, I realized that my shadow was a fake. It was hideous in appearance, but it was pretending in these almost laughable dramatic gestures to be scary. And a moment came where I was looking into a pool that contained spirits and energies. Swimming in this creamy otherworldly portal pool were guardians of the seed essences of our spirits, the pearls of our souls. I watched as these beings swam leaving trails of creamy light behind them... When I recognized these guardians and their indestructible nature, I felt great relief and a surprising sadness. Then I zoomed in on one being. I watched as she spun around this beautiful blue/violet glowing pearl and out of the water she then rose.... a red, colorful snake, massive! The width of her head alone was about the size of my wingspan. She presented herself as the Guardian of my earth essence and I breathed resolution in my two selves.... That is all I dreamember... If I were to revisit this dream in a visionary space, I would find out what this little brother represented to me, so much that I would be so loyal to it as to risk my light being stamped out. Of course, I must also have believed at some level in the dream that this was impossible, for neither can truly be destroyed...

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