Important dream
Intensity
Partners trying to connect at distance
One, (me?), In a grassy field
Show one end
Being floats
Rainbow enegy out of pubic area - rainbow inverted triangle - everything else is a dark sillhoutte
Can't connect or barely connecting
Some other entity focus on crotch - hidden parasite On the shadows.
Feeding off but mainly Broadcast image/area energy to others (?)
Being Feeling violated -
parasite (maybe not into doing it, but forced) doing=found
First Entity disconnects
Runs away
Scenario repeats
Over and over - several times
With other (?) entities trying to connect
Finally I make myself wake up
Send a strong signal through the dream to myself in the body
To breathe it out
And disconnect from pattern
Wake up sitting up
Blowing out air
In disgust, tongue out as I blow out air
Afraid to fall back to sleep, thinking that i may die, since my heart felt so exhausted.
Sense of knowing this is pretty much the most key dream I ever dream
Tears-overwhelmed
Feeling heart area - exhausted
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Draw osho card - I see the card un my mind eye before I draw it - the lovers
Connecting to the energy I was feeling in heart while partly connected to the being - I asked the being to send me message through card - I am aware message can be intercepted
A second card us draw by itself out of deck with the first card:
Ripeness - is the other card
That is attached to the lovers.
Can't stop crying, for the past two nights I've been asking god to let me dream of my lover/twin flame and to allow me to remember the dream - this while dream is shocking me
It was 3:41 am when I started writing -
seemly 11 minutes since the dream ended
As i'm starting to fall sleep i hear a deep voice telling me that my 'compass' has been activated. I see a clear wheatgrass green light. I'm explained that this is what i'll be looking for in my partner. The green with signal him.
I was able easily fall sleep after that.